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VERITY

WARNING: There is strong use of language, hook-ups, and dark content.

 

BACKGROUND

 

Verity is a famous thriller writer. She’s so good at bending the truth that it’s hard to know which written account of her life is true.

 

“No matter which way I look at it, it’s clear that Verity was a master at manipulating the truth. The only question that remains is: Which truth was she manipulating?” (314).


 

VERSION 1

 

Verity is a psychopath who is obsessed with her husband, Jeremy. When she conceives twin girls, Verity is heartbroken over how she no longer has the #1 place in Jeremy’s heart. Before the twins are born, she undergoes abortion attempts, but they fail. 

 

A few months after they’re born, Verity has a dream where Harper tries to kill Chastin, and upon realizing how much emotion this stirred up, she realizes that she actually loves Chastin. Jeremy notices how she favors Chastin, and he gets angry at Verity since he doesn’t want Harper to grow up feeling unloved. Verity eases Jeremy’s rage by remembering how a daycare worker told her that Harper may have Asperger’s syndrome (which “excuses” Verity’s behavior), and she further eases his rage by telling him that she’s pregnant (even though she’s not yet). Later that week, she conceives their son, Crew. 

 

At a slumber party, Chastin dies from a severe allergic reaction to peanuts, and Verity convinces herself that the incident was somehow Harper’s fault. Months later, Verity takes Harper and Crew for a canoe ride. Once they are away from the dock, she whispers to Crew to hold his breath, and then she pushes against the side of the canoe until it tips over. She takes Crew to safety and then stalls while “rescuing” Harper (but she tries to not look too suspiciously slow). She does this out of revenge (and since she doesn’t think that Jeremy would mind losing another kid as much as losing the first kid). However, Jeremy’s heart completely shatters.

 

Crew tattles to Jeremy that Verity warned him to hold his breath, so Jeremy grows suspicious of Verity. Verity argues that she only told Crew that once the canoe was already tipping and hopes that Jeremy doesn’t believe Crew over her so that they can move on together. But she never regains Jeremy’s trust, so Verity drives her car into a tree (just as she said her back-up plan would be in the manuscript) to escape the consequences of Jeremy turning her in to the police. However, instead of killing her, this incident leaves her seemingly as a “shell”. 

 

Lowen gets hired to write the last three books in Verity’s series, and while Lowen looks through Verity’s office for book outlines, she finds Verity’s autobiography. She shows it to Jeremy, who upon reading it for the first time, becomes enraged that his suspicions were correct (and even more enraged that Verity has for some reason been faking the intensity of her injuries, since she she never revealed having regained the ability to walk and talk), so he kills her in a way that looks like she suffocated from vomit in her sleep before she can explain herself with manipulative lies. 


 

VERSION 2

 

Verity’s thrillers are famous for being written from the villain’s point of view, and she practiced this writing style by writing about her own life. She exaggerated her obsession of intimacy with Jeremy, and even though she admired his love for their children, she dramatically wrote as though not being Jeremy’s top priority anymore broke her heart. She does end up favoring Chastin a bit, but that’s only because Harper has Asperger’s syndrome (which inhibits her ability to express emotion), so Verity was just naturally able to connect better with Chastin.

 

Verity knew that Chastin’s death was a complete accident, and so was Harper’s. On the day of the canoeing adventure, Chastin was the one who tipped over the canoe. Only while the boat was already tipping did Verity warn Crew to hold his breath. Verity only had enough time and strength to save one kid before all three of them drowned, so she took Crew to safety first. She went back to save Harper as soon as she could, but by then, it was already late.

 

Verity’s “antagonistic journaling” helped her cope with the loss of her daughters by making reality seem not as bad as it could be.

 

“My real world had grown so dark that I didn’t want to live in it at night. It’s why I escaped from it and spent the night writing about a world darker than the one I was living in. Because every time I worked on that autobiography, I found relief in closing the laptop. I found relief in walking out of my office and being able to close the door on the evil I created” (303).

 

Verity wasn’t planning on Jeremy finding her manuscripts, but when he did, he convinced himself that it was the truth and that Verity really did kill Harper, so he placed Verity into a vehicle and rammed it into a tree. However, instead of killing her, this incident left her seemingly as a “shell”. He thought that the evil parts of her were gone and he felt sorry for her (and he wanted Crew to still feel like he had his mother now that she was no longer a threat), so he continued to care for her, and he deleted the manuscript from Verity’s computer. When Verity regains consciousness, she keeps it a secret to protect herself from another murder attempt from Jeremy and to continue to secretly spend time with her son. She figured that if Crew accidentally reveals Verity’s recovery, Jeremy will write it off as a kid’s “active imagination”.

 

Lowen finds a printed copy of Verity’s manuscripts, and when she shows it to Jeremy, his first question is “Where did you find this?” (since he’s read the electronic copy before). When he realizes that Verity actually can talk and walk, his rage over what he thinks she did to Harper compels him to suffocate his innocent wife.

THOUGHTS

 

New York can be a place for introverts as much as it can be for extroverts.

 

“Most people come to New York to be discovered. The rest of us come here to hide” (7).

 

“A Wi-Fi connection and a credit card make it easy to live life completely indoors in Manhattan. Anything and everything a person could possibly need can be delivered. // Funny how one of the most populated cities in the world can double as a paradise for agoraphobics” (17).

 

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It can be easy to be afraid that we may not live up to someone’s expectations.

 

Lowen knows that she’s not nearly as heroic as her characters are in her novels. Because she doesn’t want to disappoint her fans, she shies away from book-signings, tours, and other public events.

 

“I think the idea of me is better than the reality of me” (25).

 

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It’s good to try to stay productive.

 

Instead of wasting too much time daydreaming about Jeremy, she turned her fantasies into successful novels.

 

“My days were filled with thoughts of Jeremy, and if I didn’t figure out how to fill them with thoughts of something else until he returned, I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to hide how much his absence gutted me. I created a fictional Jeremy and called him Lane. My life over those next few months became less about Jeremy and more about my character. Who was, in a sense, still Jeremy. But writing about it instead of obsessing about it felt more productive” (86).

 

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If your spouse becomes a shell of who they were, are you still obligated to be loyal to them?

 

In Catholic theology, you should love your partner so much that you stick with them through sickness and through health until death do you part. 

 

However, in this book, Jeremy moves on with Lowen before things are officially ended with Verity.

 

“Sometimes, especially right now, I feel how much he’s drawn to me, but then other times it seems like he works so hard to deny whatever attraction there might be between us. And I get that. I do. But is this how he’s going to spend the rest of his life? Giving up huge parts of himself to care for a woman who is just a shell of the person he married? // I understand he made vows, but at what cost? His entire life? People get married assuming they’ll live long, happy lives together. What happens when one of those is cut short, but the other is expected to live out those vows for the rest of their life? // It doesn’t seem fair. I know if I were married and my husband were in Jeremy’s predicament, I wouldn’t want my husband to feel like he could never move on. But I’m not sure I’ll ever be as obsessed with a man as Verity was with Jeremy” (212-213).

 

“I brought light into his darkness, and I will continue to be that light so he’ll never be lost in the shadows of his past” (313).

 

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Does therapy help, or does it pound the trauma deeper into our brains?

 

Jeremy hesitates to bring Crew back to therapy to discuss the loss of his sisters.

 

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Is the death penalty justified if someone is a murderer and might continue to be a threat?

 

Jeremy kills Verity because he believes that she killed Harper and may be a threat to him and Crew.

 

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Ignorance is bliss.

 

Lowen never tells Jeremy about the letter she found out of fear of having Jeremy always tormenting himself by wondering if he mistakenly killed his innocent wife.

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